Ok here's the poem this about my experience IRL not on here....

I am at war with myself
Stumbling along this path
Longing to do Gods will
Butch doing the exact contrary

I look all around
See few examples of living right
People mock the church
Right in my face

Because of people in the ministry
Living two different lives
But don't we all(to one degree or another)
Even in doing the best we can

Sexuality is an issue with
Believers and non-believers alike
Primarily because of priests
Acting in contest with basic decency

Wrong it is to molest anyone
Its not a basis of wholesale condemnation
There are many trying to live
The life of example God would have us live