Hi Lilithe, you are most welcome. I know how you feel, you can say it in your head so well, but, when it comes to expressing yourself. It comes out wrong or not at all in my case. Sometimes im so bad i cant even speak. I found that writing things down on a piece of paper really helped me. I felt like a fool reading this out to the pdoc, but she said it was a relly good idea of getting your point across. Take your time writing it. Come back to it if you find its blowing your mind. I hope you get some peace, and wishing you all the best life can give you.