I did go to the session, I'm shaking and it's harder to type, but driving really helped afterwards. I know things will get better in time, I just wish it was a little bit faster then normal.

I'm in this only me thing, and I'm not connected to others, I just don't want to. Since it hurts too much.

What I hate the most is looking at the concern of other people, and that's the number one reason why I hate telling people how bad it is. I mean it feels like I shouldn't be living like my life means nothing, and I can't make any difference. So why try. and then I start to notice the muscle twitches that keep happening.

Please just let these feelings just end.