I loved my job when I first arrived in this new city I live in now, and then I hated it when I got deeply depressed last year, and now that I'm on new meds and feeling substantially better than last year, I'm back to loving my job.
Nothing about my job changed in the meantime, the only thing that did was my interpretation of others in the workplace. Were they judging me? Did they think I was ding a good job? Was it my fault that we had a conflict? Am I too sensitive? Etc, etc.
When you meet your doc on Monday, tell her about your recent symptoms and ask about your meds and dosages and all of that stuff. Find out as much as you can about the meds you are taking so you're prepared for the appointment beforehand. Oh, and I met with a psychiatrist recently and they were super helpful in answering questions about my meds and others. I'd suggest you do the same if you can.
RJ
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