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Old Feb 28, 2013, 10:15 PM
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Originally Posted by hankster View Post
You're gonna need a heckuva lot more than a couple lousy 20 mg of Prozac to not feel 95k of student loans. I don't think wife is being straight with you. Your Dr should not be discussing your "feelings" with your wife, whether you share a Dr or not. That's against HIPAA privacy rules. You have to invite her into the room or onto the phone or have something on file. It can't be casual conversation. Sorry I sound cranky, it's been a long week and it's not over yet. Plus I kinda been in your shoes, and just Prozac didn't do it! I needed xanax...
I asked my wife to talk to her while she was there. I doubt my doctor would have brought it up unless she was concerned. My wife was also in the same room when we had our inital appointments to met the new doctor.

The loans don't really bother me at the moment. I gave her some money to set it right and I am not on the hook for the money. I have washed my hands of it.

I am concerned with my own self at the moment. The constant suicidal ideation. The abysmal amount of self esteem I have left for myself at the moment. The increasing amount of anger I have for myself. My recent lack of caring about things that used to matter. Honestly at the moment my wife is the only reason I don't self destruct. I haven't told her any of this, I don't want to overwhelm her. I'm just trying to hold out for therapy. I think a lot of my issues lie within me.
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