My manic episodes have been considered hypomanic and I have had mixed episodes. But my depressive episodes are very extreme. I cut, have lethargy, can't get motivated, right now I have been told I have psychosis and I do not know what to believe but they say it is from my current depression episode. I can't really express here just how bad the depression gets, it feels like I'm dying inside my brain. Turning to slush. Everything goes in slow motion. Can't get up. Can't make decisions. Can't do chores. Horrible body aches, headaches, stomach aches. I have been able to drag myself to school though but that is just about it.