That is by far the worst feeling ever. Knowing that they could give two Fxcks about the relationship and then turning and walking away from everything you two have put together. But, what are we (you) to do about it but cry. I know exactly how you feel. Very vividly to be exact. It creates an entire universe of mixed emotions from anger to sadness to even cynical. Well, for me anyways. When this happened to me I went insane. I mean, I completely lost it. I tried to die, turned to heavy drugs, ran away, almost ended up in prison, it was very rare to catch me sober or let alone, awake. It took years and years to recover. To this day I still think about that passed rather often, as bad as that is for me. 2005-06 it was. The best thing I ever did was move into a new town and created an entire new life for myself. I worked myself into the ground with work, school, and the gym, all while being high as a kite. Eventually the feelings subside. Music now plays a huge part of my life because of it. I must say it has changed me. A lot. For the better or worse? Nobody knows. But at least it made me a little stronger. ...sort of.

I, like the other posters, am very sorry for what is going on in ur life right now, but all you can do is let time take effect. I would strongly suggest some sort of addiction. I don't mean a bad one, either. My entire life changed after that date. I graduated, I got an amazing job, and yet it still haunts me from time to time. I hope I helped, even though I doubt it. Just stay strong.

They say the best way to get over someone who is now worthless in your life is to get under... that's a terrible example. It's stated, "the best way to get over a bxtch is to get under one" and a guy who isn't worth his time is damn sure not worth your time.

I've learning something over the years of the 50-something odd relationships I've had. Every single one got better, and better, and better, etc. Every one grows stronger, and stronger, etc. I'm going to put money on the next man you take out (or takes you out) is going to be 10 times the man your last one was. Simply because you know what to look out for and all the stress and warning signals to look out for because of terrible passed experiences. I know it has been for me. My next ones get more and more strong, caring, emotional, etc. I say etc a lot. lol

That was quite the rant. Hope you survive.