OH yeah, that reminds me. I've done so many things to cope. Ever since it happend I freak out on all my days off cuz I feel so alone. I fear my days off of work cuz I never have nothing to or nobody to be with. To the point of making online dating profiles. I was very skeptical at first. Turns out it's not that bad. But I'm only finding more and more drinking buddies. My days off are either being stupid and drunk, staring at the wall for endless hours, or sleeping. Ok I'm done.