I am seeing my T "Laurie" once per month.

before my benefits at work covered it but it ran out, so I have to pay until my husbands benefits kick in. i thought it was 60 dollars per hour as the brochure in the waiting room said that. However I went to her this week and she charged me 80 dollars.
Anyway, I paid for it by modelling nude at the art gallery for life drawing classes. I get paid 25 dollars an hour to model. so i had to model 3 hours plus to pay for one session.

i have a full time job but do not have extra money in my budget to pay for Laurie, because i bought a house that i cant afford and thats another story.

So last night at the gallery while holding still for 20 minutes at a time, I kept thinking if she is worth it.

how do you afford it? where do you scrimp to make up for it?