I always feel the urge whenever I'm stressed out with work, so I chose "anxiety". Whenever I feel like I'm being unproductive with work I feel guilty and frustrated with myself, and that's triggering. I've been doing pretty well for the past 5ish months, but in the past week, things have been taking a turn for the worse... my blade is under my pillow right now and I have urges that I haven't had in a long time. My SI isn't really that impulsive, I plan it a little before it happens but once I've made up my mind to do it there's no turning back. I made a new year's resolution to not hurt myself in 2013, and so far I've been able to keep that promise. I hope I can continue keeping it.

Hugs to everyone.

- AJ