Oh hun, I've been where you are before. I'm so sorry you're going through this. I know that the psych wards are there mostly to keep you safe, but also hope you find some help there. I'm glad you're safe now. My thoughts are with you. Lots of hugs, lots of love, and lots of support going your way. If you ever want to PM or add me as a friend when you get home, feel free. Take care.