Well were to start, I am married and have 2 beautiful children, for a very long time now, I have been suffering with deppression and I am recieving medication for this. But it doesn't seem to make any difference at all, I have been having days where all I want to do is run away, I am finding everything so hard sleeping, eating, I look in the mirror and hate what I see. I look tired and old I can't remember the last time I smiled and laughed for no reason, all I want to do is cry I am secretly screaming in my head I just wish it would stop, I don't know who I can talk to, I am frightened that if I do just let it all out people will think I am mad, I am also frightened I could lose my children over the way I am feeling. Is there anyone else who feels like this?