Hi Fixated,
I'm so sorry this happened! I don't know your whole story but know you wrote something recently about not knowing how to face her after some difficult confrontation.
I know how hard it is dealing with a t that you feel is cold. There's a t at the day program I go to who I saw breefly for individual work. I saw her as very distant and challenging and not warm at all. She said she didn't judge me but I think secretly she did. And even in groups I see her as very fake and hope she moves on from this center soon.
I agree with MKAC that the right t is out there for you, and just because you had a bad experience doesn't mean you need to or should abandon therapy completely.