I know how u feel.I dont want people to know that i cut cause they probably wouldnt understand but,also i want people to stop making up rumors about me and get to know the REAL me.The me thats behind the scars.The only person that knows i cut is my cousin.Everytime he would see me he would make sure everything i could hurt myself with was out of the room,so i wouldnt get the urge to cut.I wish i had someone to talk to like u do.I wear hoodies all year long even in the summertime to hide my scars.It might sound strange to most people,but,thats the only thing i know to do.Ur coach sounds like a nice person.I hope everything works out for the better.