1) I try a lot of coping strategies from replacement to hatred. I oversleep, never sleep, overeat, never eat, project my feelings in wrong ways. I break as many hearts as I possibly can. Stare at the wall. Drinking, drugs. Work my butt off at work. Post long diatribes online. lol My entire life right now is a coping strategy. A weird, mixed up, spiraling, and confusing one at that. In order tho I'm going to have to say: Drink, work, sleep, repeat. For the most part. I get my spurts of "wtf did I do that for?"

2) BAD: Drinking, drugs, emotional projection, heartbreaking, cheating, overeat, never eat, lies, deceit, mind games... My coping strategies are rather unorthodox, aren't they? I feel the need to bring others down with me. What a jerk.

GOOD: Work, music, stare at the wall, talk online, chill with select few friends. (I need more of these. Probably my problem)

What a terrible list we've created.

3) I literally want nothing... Not a single material possession in the world would make me feel any different than I do now. I could actually do without a lot of what I already do own. All I need is my ipod and some headphones. ...and maybe a Lamboghini. jk