Hey....I like your use of music and tapes playing as an aid for the rest of us to understand your inner world....I hear what you are saying about how you experience yourself in the world using different relating styles and preferences in so far as those things you can choose for yourself--who likes to sleep in the bed, etc.--I don't really lose time either....time is just an uneven experience...not linear and flowing the same way at any given moment.....
Using your music and DJ metaphor....I often think about what goes on in my head as two (or more) radio stations competing for the same frequency!!! Lots of noise and not much clarity!!!
I'm new....that's my two cents...I look forward to meeting everybody, though....Take Care....
--Angie--