Aw, yay.

Whenever I feel like this though, I plan food into my night. Like, yay, I'm going to order a pizza and open a bottle of wine. That's my fun. Aaand that's why I have 50lbs. that I'm unable to lose. I'm usually fairly good about counting calories and eating right (thanks, Myfitnesspal.com) but when I get bored it all goes out the window. And pizza is soooooo gooooood. But then I eat so much and feel guilty and hate myself. Yeah, I have an eating disorder. Whut.