Since I last posted, I've been under a tremendous amount of stress that is NOT understood by my family or friend. I got a job then lost a job and my family and friends seem disgusted with me for losing the job and have given me no support or understanding. Tonight my friend told me that losing my job just shows how overweight and out of shape I am and maybe I should work on that rather than find a job. My sister-in-law doesn't get why I'm so tired and achey from the job and thinks I shouldn't be having any trouble especially since it was a part-time job--she will never understand and I just got in a big arguement with her and came home. I hate my life..