Hello,

I am almost 25 years old. Kinda young but not really. I didn't start dating until I was 21 and out of the Army. I have always been one of those weird lonely guys. and with being 5"2 i am short for a guy. The first girl I dated, well i was a joke to her she made fun of me to her friends but never to my face. The 2nd girl i really cared about until she was talking to a guy behind my back. now this girl i am with now i have been with her for a year and a half. by far my longest relationship.When I first started talking to her she left me for a guy even though she said she said it was because i "pissed" her off. a few months passed and i talk to her and somehow she's single. we were talking again. and she hooked up with two people. i got passed that because we weren't really together. about 6 months into our relationship. her old "hook up buddy" came back around. basically she really liked him but you know all he wanted was sex. well when we came around she broke up with me. Now mind you i moved two states to be with her and practically left everything for her. so she broke up with me and talked to him. i just found out two weeks ago that she told him things like " i am only with Jason ( me) because i can't be with you" and all that stuff. she lies to me about her past. i have to force it out of her. so who knows what she really did. or said. seems like ill always be 2nd best. I better get use to it. I don't think real love exists anymore