oh okay. maybe i'm just scrutinizing too much into people's faces. i always do. they pick on me and then i ask myself what did i just do? oh yeah i did that shady thing yesterday... i guess this is my reward? but i hope it's not. it really is unfair if you come to think of it. everybody else does it without any repercussions. i guess it's based on a matter of survival of the fittest or something. some have to be affected profoundly while others are not a bit affected.