If so, (I mean not just some cup cake but actual problem like spending over 15 dollars - 30 dollars a day on it) what does it do to you?

I like to eat right out of the sugar bag, out sugar on my cereal until I can't see the cereal, you know those powdered ice tea tubes that you make ice tea with? I just eat out of the tub with a spoon and drink water afterward.

Diabetes I know I know.. But..

It doesn't affect me in any way. I just like it and I have never really went more than three days without eating some form of concentrated sugar. I hate salt..

I don't know if it's OCD or what.. It's also something to put my mind off of contantly worrying about things all the time (minimizes it). If there's compulsory items at the check out, I take advantage by grabbing enough to fill a grocery bag. (thing should be normal though because after all, they are compulsory items).

My BMI says that I'm a little underweight as well so it's not like I'm absorbing it. If I ever self harmed, I would probably drink my blood. (hahaha but not really..)

Edit: anyone who's wondering about my therapy ("this nut is gonna die or something?"), it was actually on Tuesday so i got all nervous and panicky for nothing and maybe spent some money to make myself feel better.. (which I NEVER used to do. I always have hoarded my money. Not its an average of ten dollars a day wasted..)