You go on. Having this T was a gift, to get you going. It's hard work, but you don't quit. You're doing this for you, and this T got you to where you are. The meds are part of it ... and there is no reason for you to throw away anything that the two of you have accomplished together. You take those gifts, you find another T, and you move on to an even better you. You keep doing the work, you keep sweating the tears.

roadie