If so that would be a normal feeling. That is why self harm should be kept to oneself. It's nobody's damn business. Not even your own friends. They will probably judge and they have mouths too, which I'm sure gets around cuz ppl think that cutting is this "huge" deal that is like the worst thing someone could ever do. No, the worst thing you could do is rape. Now that should be frowned up. But you hear more about rape then you would about self harm. What is wrong with todays media?