Girl, bless your heart...I am sorry.
You do need to tell someone...I know it has to be scary. I'm not going to lie and pretend that is an easy prospect.

But you need to have some help and support through this...it's not fair for you to have to go through this alone.
Please, please know I'm praying for you...don't hesitate at all to send me a PM if I can be of any help. I am open anytime.
Hugs, and all my best,
Harley