Had World Day of Prayer at church yesterday. I was all right at that, but at the reception I had to socialize a bit and someone asked me to come in and visit her as I walk by her house most every day. In my head I just screamed and then really did run. I left. I walk that way to avoid my ex-husband who has a habit of following me. Now I'll have to go on the main road to avoid being invited in. Darn. I feel so trapped. I'm just tipping over the edge into a serious depression again. I just want to disappear.