I'm sorry you had such a terrible childhood. It sounds miserable. And I think I know what you mean. They THINK that you're better than them because you didn't want to fight back when they teased or bullied you. They thought that YOU thought that you were too good to fight them.

But you don't feel like that. We're all human. You probably thought at the time that you had no chance with at least 2 or 3 guys trying to fight you. No one would try that! LOL You had a good head on your shoulders.

Try not to worry about that anymore. We're all human. We all make mistakes, just as those guys do too. Let it go, and move on. God bless & take care. Hugs, Lee