It is very encouraging that you feel you can post about your troubles. I agree that it is good to find someone to give your things to(what you were going to use). I had a Psy Doc tell me to bring in the pills I was planning to use and he would take them from me. Somehow this was reassuring as I knew I would feel vulnerable agin. I wanted them back and he told me that he couldn't give them back. THere are truly people that care about you and they want to be there when your feeling low.
warm thoughts