I'm really nervous. I'm about to go get a haircut and I'm just really nervous. I've been to this particular stylist before but not his new place. I'm afraid it'll be all fancy and artistic and beautiful model people and there's plain ol' me. Overweight and ugly, trying to pretend to be beautiful. I wish I had more confidence in myself. I mean, I'm trying to lose weight....even though it'll probably be the 100th time I've tried. But I'm still trying, dangit. *sigh* I'm just so nervous.