You are good at drawing and wow, you are very smart to realize what is happening to you. I feel an electric current as well. It is on my head, shoulders and whole body. It feels like a light presence that abides over me and draws up above and about me, like an aura or something. I used to go to a secluded park and wait until evening and cry, scream and mourn about things and then I would go home relieved. One day I was laying on the ground at this park (which no one else was ever there when I would do this) and I was just balling like a baby, I was expressing every injustice, woe etc. and really getting to the root of all of my burdens. Suddenly, about thirty to fifty feet away, a telephone pole exploded right before my eyes. The sparks went everywhere and there was thick smoke. I kept crying because I was in too deep and couldn't turn back by that point. Later I looked to see if the power had been knocked out of the neighborhood that was supported by those power lines and all the lights in the windows etc. were still on. I was also almost struck by a thick lightening rod, ten feet away. It made the hair on my whole body (yes I have hair over my whole body) stand up with static. There is a whole bunch more of these events. I am interested in learning more.