the problem is i dont know.
i can tell anyone most of what i experience.
but i dont know what happening.

i still dont know about all this mental health stuff either.
some things just arent being explained or dont add up. and i..idk i dont want
to go my whole life in confusion of what happens in my mind. and body.
i wish i had someone to sit down and explain some things of what i go through
otherwise im stuck online asking questions all the time.
not that i dont like to talk here but...idk.