-sigh- I just feel that I am fat. Every time I look in the mirror I see a fattie. I just hate my life.... I wish I was some one else. I just wish that I wasnt as fat! I dont want " See a docter!" I heared that about 30 times from you guys. I just felt like posting my feelings it makes me feel better. Well I am seeing a school T. I keep lying to him though beacuse they will force me to eat. Well Just posting this thought to you.. Sorry if it was a screw up post just like my life...