wow. i am so sorry that you went through all that. I think you are probably remembering things now because it is safe and you are safe. I know it is hard but i think it is important to be honest with your therapist and tell her or him whats going on so they can help you. The longer you are in therapy the harder it is. I am 29 and have been in therapy at age 10 ... i stopped for a while and was dx with a bunch of things before having the dx that i do now.I like my therapist but i am still in the trusting phase .I have only seen her for a few week.s take care