The world lies and it's not ok. Advertising and marketing, they give you this but you paid for that. Maybe this is why I'm not such a great business woman. Only the highest quality, only the best deal for the customer, only the best pay and benefits for the employees... Leaves me deep in debt with no future and no money left for me.

I would like my privacy and to be viewed as the pretty picture on the wall. I too feel so exposed. But I'm not taking anyone's money based on a picture of myself.

Maybe I can make a new picture of myself, I know we can reinvent ourselves. The course things are going for me doesn't leave me much choice but to somehow change almost everything I'm doing cuz it's not working out. I've got to change, I am changing, no way out of it.