I am dragi g. I am sad as ever. I lost big and know I lost. everyone around my life sees how much i lost and i know it. I am lost and know it. I am so lost. I cant believe larry had that energy to destroy a person. I didn;'t want to hurt him and he plunged me down the junk heap. Man it hurts me i am lost an lost and losing i am so so sad and want to lay down i don't know how come he was so mean to me i want' that rotten. he must of tryed to dump me ritg way and maybe i wasn't listening now the way he dumped me was embarrassing me and now i am dissassoating so bad i can see how ugly i am getting i am getting so ugly i am so ashamed and ugly i am so bad i am at the bottom of the heap and going down more and more gosh i am bad