Hi Everyone,
I can relate to everything you are saying.
My husband is a Bipolar 2 and is going through a phase of binge drinking and lying about buying drink. I think I hate the lies more than his drinking.
I know he has an illness and as far as I am aware has been taking his meds. He had appts to seek help last week but cancelled them and since then has been drinking to excess every day.
My M.E. has returned after 21yrs being free of it. I've been with my husband for 12 years married fr five but honestly feel as though I can't cope anymore.
I thought he would help look after me and was really pleased when he took our puppy for a walk. Huh, only to find out he'd bought a bottle of vodka and downed it. he's just back up from our garage with our puppy and stinks of drink again????
He is such a compulsive liar and that is one of the things in ife I cannot stand.
Feel as though my only option is to leave him. No-one knows of his condtion where we live but I don't think I can hide it anymore.
It's eight o'clock in the evening and he's off to bed to sleep off his binge. I would rather be o my own than live a life like this.
Typing this has helped, I started feeling really angry now I'm just sad and devastated.