perhaps you don't really need friends... but i guess you might not be introvert.... if you are extrovert then you might need them... you can have acquaintances no need for friends... i have/always had two best friends,4-5 good friends.... when i was depressed at first i tried to get tens of friends... and succeeded in it but having many friends really doesn't make you happy... when you are depressed nothing makes you happy... you just have to wait until your brain heals itself and floods itself with serotonin-dopamine.....

you could use these lyrics when you feel better..