You are not stupid.

You are afraid to leave him, I know.

You are not ready to leave him?

It does not make what he is doing right though.

I really hope you can realize deep within you that this is not as good as a relationship gets; that you DO deserve much better.

I know it's hard.

I know it feels like you are being torn apart.

I have been there.

I know.

I am not telling you what to do either way.

I am just concerned about you as everyone else on here is.

You should not be hurt.

And you are not stupid.

This might have been all you ever understood about love and about men and about what a relationship is. Also, I validate your feelings for him. Still, he is hurting you. You don't deserve that. He does not deserve your love.

you are not stupid.

Maybe just not ready to let him go.

And we are (I am) very concerned that you will get hurt more and possibly very badly.

Take care of yourself please.

Carol