I am only 14, but I know exactly what you are going through. I am not allowed to go on any diets anymore, because the last time I did I ended up being diagnosed with bulimia and anorexia. I find now that NOT being on a diet and a workout routine, really does help. I'm not really good at giving advice. I dont know if what I have just told you will help at all, but I did my best. and if you would like to talk more about this you can send me a private message or just reply to this. well I dont have school tomorrow, so if you happen to be on, if you want to you can send me a message. I will be logged onto this site all day. I live in Oregon and right now it is 11:15 PM. I will probably be up at about 8:00AM or 9:00AM my time. I lack self-control too. I know how you feel. You just got to hang in there, and keep talking to people that you can trust in. And NEVER give up. GOOD LUCK.
Brittany

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