Our break ups are always after big fights. I don't know why we keep doing it, we both know that we're going to come running back. This time seems different though. We're in one of our breaks right now and we've been talking about what we keep doing wrong and what we can change or how we can talk to each other. So I feel like if we get back together this time it may be better. But I also know that this break is tearing him apart, and he doesn't know if he should hold on to me or let me go. Everyone around us is telling us to stay away from each other because they think we can't work and it's really getting in our heads I know I'd be fine without him, I just don't think I could find another guy who loves me so much.