So I'm in a spiral, and then my sister has to add to what's been going on. She's losing her voice and I just wanted her to rest her voice so I sad, "Maybe you should shut up" It's a little nicer then saying just plain old shut up. But she took offense to it. I let her choose what to watch, and when she chooses something I've seen with her, she takes offense to it again.

I can't take this much longer. I really want to SI. Calling would require letting my sister know that how she handled things, and other things have add to all of the SUI and SI thoughts.

Between the headaches, and all the things that I should be doing. and attempting to get better. It's all just too much when weeks like this have happened. Agggg.