yeah back then i made a lot of stupid decisions. i made a fool of myself at the grand canyon when my teacher yelled at me and everybody else looked at me. that a**hole. I am still angry with him to this day. speaking of which, his face is starting to pop up in my mind right now. if only i could grasp him would i be hurling my glue at him. Darn that monster! I hope you guys don't think i am being too offensive. i am just here to vent.
yeah i also deleted a bunch of my friends from a networking site and now i'm readding tehm i didn't trust them at first and felt like all the things, addictions, had to do with them. i thought for some reason that they might be dealing with the same things, but now i'm like nah, it can't be them. it's just all in my mind. my mind is playing tricks on me.