I always do this; I anticipated that this trip to KS would be so much more than it has turned out to be; don't get me wrong, is good for me to see some of my family and needed to see my little brother before he heads to Iraq, but I always put so many expectations on everything that I do, and I always fall short.
Part of me believes that I'm saying my goodbye's, but I also know that I have been fighting too hard and too long to give up now; not making any promises, but I'm just trying to hold on for a better day.
I have so much enjoyed finding this sight in the past few weeks, and wanted to say "thanks" for all the support and the sharing...there is so much pain in each of us, but if we weren't survivors we would still be here, and so unselfishly trying to help one another to succeed.
Not sure I will be able to touch base for the next few days as things will be a little hectic here for the next few days, and then I will travel back to Indiana; so take care, and blessing to all.
J