If you get to an NA meeting. Maybe someone there can give you a ride to meetings. As with any mind altering drug You have to make the first step and get to meetings. Good luck. One thing I did when i first started to stop alco, and drugs I went to AA Meetings I I used to stay at the place all day unti It was closing. Well I hope U do ok. oh my sober clean date. Nov. 09 1990. I will tell you one more thing about me The first day I went through Detox They were Having a meeting and the move was about useing crack and coke. I could not go to it , One of the aids stayed with me. I cryed like a baby not because I could not watch it. I wanted the drugs and was crying because I could not have it.