Well thank you both, I know sometime last year I may have posted this, maybe I get redundant, eh?
But I get feeling this every year

dexter, thanks for going the extra route, Italian, I am impressed

I have often thought of taking Italian, when I have time and concentration, gee, concentration is something I have lost, sometime ago

Next visit to my pdoc, soon, I am going to stress how much the lack of concentration is ruining my creative life, I once had not too long ago, I have been in a funk, robbing me of my beautiful self expression, my creativity . . .
I really am so much more than what I am able to write here, but so much stifled from so many things, perhaps someday y'all get to see the beautiful side of me, I hope it is soon cause time is running out for me

Thanks, everyone for listening to my long winded conversations.
Love and light to you all
In giving advice seek to help, not please your friend
SOLON