I get those feelings too sometimes I just need time alone, although i am alone alot already. I rarely like to party, as I can't on my meds. I feel alone when we are at family gatherings as the adults are having a drink or two. Then sometimes I all the sudden wish there were a gathering of people around me. The reason I don't go out much is because of TBI traumatic brain Injury and schitzophrenic, depressed. To tell the truth i don't know why I'm having a great day today as i rarely have good days, well live and let live -i did recieve Holy Communion which lifts my spirits too, I have a Eucharistic Minister come to my home.