Last week, after about 7 years, I finally told T about SA.

Now, for the first time ever, I really don't want to go back. I don't want to talk about it, but I know she will want me to as she didn't honour my request last week after I had told her and requested that i didn't feel strong enough to talk about it.

Speaking about it will do no good for me at this time. The only reason I told her in the first place was because she sort of bargained with me that if I didn't tell her, it would show I didn't trust her after all this time.

I feel ready to terminate therapy now. I've tried to in the past but she gets angry and offended (not obviously, but her body language changes)

I think I need therapy to get over therapy!

Have any of you told a disclosure and not wanted to return?