Well I went in today and found out I have a fractured vertebrae. Doc said if I had gone anymore than I did, it would have probably come close to a serious break. I'm out for at least 2 months which means my season is probably over. The thing is, I dont care about the injury. I'm not sure I'd go so far to say that I purposely did it, but I guess I'm glad it happened because it motivated me to win the competition. I still have to temptation to go out and prove myself on my bad back atm. I want to do something stupid just to prove I can. It'll probably give me permanent damage so I'm really hoping I dont act on these temptations this time...
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