im mostly okay?

my family got a dog yesterday.

i am not a fan of dogs. they scare me....so, ive been trying to move myself past my personal feelings about having a dog in the house. it would be so wonderful if i could afford to move out, but i dont make enough to do so. i might be able to pay rent, but i wouldnt have money for food, other utilities, etc. arrrgh.

im just not into it.

it took me a while to get up the nerve to go upstairs to get food today because the dog was there.