for the last several yrs., ii've taken alot of firocet to boost my confidence to be around others. this is the only way i feel comfortable in social settings. whenever i get invited to "social settings" i immediatley start thinking about how i can get some firocet to be able to have a good time. i'm scared that others won't accept me. i've missed out on sooo much in my life because i dont feel like others think i'm "good enough" to be around them. i don't want to feel rejected. i want to stop. my kids are very upset by my actions. i just need to figue out how to be "myself" and stop wondering if people will like the REAL me.