Called the places that help. No one has funding.
Yes it 's still cold.
My Doc is out of town for a week....

The power runs the fridge, hot water, furnace, septic.....
I just want them to leave me alone.
I pay them what & when I can but I guess it 's not enough.

I became a recluse so people would stay away unless I wanted them here.
I don 't have a phone. Just a state funded cell with 200 min. a month.
This is deepening my depression and sense of hopelessness.
I don 't like someone else controlling my life.

I 'm afraid.